Today is April 25th, 2011.
On April 18th, 2010 Michael and I were in the emergency room when Dr Brown walked in with the news that would change our life forever…….Terminal Stage IV Liver Cancer. Imagine how you would feel if it were you or your spouse.
Sigh……………….
Is it easier……yes.
Do I still miss him, think about him everyday, wish I could go back in time, wish I could change everything?………yes.
Michael James Tilton was a good man. He loved his children soooooo much! We loved each other. Was it always easy? Of course not. But we weathered all the storms, we faced all the trials and tribulations that married life and family life brings our way. We became the BEST of friends.
I miss him more than my words can ever say. This has been a very tough month as I have re-lived everyday of what we were doing, how we were feeling, how we were coping.
Life is tough. Life always changes. Life is not always fair. I still don’t understand it. I still miss Michael. I still love Michael. But life goes on………………..
Please don’t forget him. I never will.
Libby
